illuminated of light divine
burning from within with joy
casting carelessly over hillocks and meadows
with prancing feet gliding o'er the snow
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
23:45
zhenyuan says i havent been updating my blog..i'm surprised pple are still reading it. haha..
well just a short note here...currently i'm hating masters year and sch...which is making me hate my life now...but seriously, somehow today i feel much better than the past few days and wks and months, where previously i was so so miserable that i was contemplating quitting sch and just joining the workforce, be a normal working singaporean. i'm just kinda sick and tired from doing so much conceptual crap which more often than not, just crap. sure...if done well, it'll be ground breaking work which can somehow change the world, push for new ideas etc...but i'm NOT that kind of academic or inventor. i'm just not. haha. somehow i suddenly feel that i can actually be quite content to work and lead a peaceful quiet boring life. having similar sentiments with ollie...suddenly the past ambition of being a career woman is gone, replaced by the urge to just get married, be a housewife and taking care of kids, occasionally supplementing income by doing part time jobs which we actually enjoy. i guess only girls have that kind of luxury to think in such a way...societal norms allow us to rely on our future husbands for support.
my recent crazy thoughts envision a life where i stay at home, do housework, watch korean/taiwanese/english dramas, play the piano or give piano lessons to small kids (if possible), go for hairstyling courses so i can cut hair part time, freelance interior designs. of cos, all these "blissful" thoughts require my future husband to earn enough money to support me and the family and all my crazy expenditure (its really not that bad).
see...this is what masters do to you. make u go mad.
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